A day.

My holiday officially started, should I be happy with it right? :)

But not really, the feeling annoying me when i'm not busy.
Grrr, i really don't like this feeling.
Especially when you didn't find me for the whole morning.
I don't wanna be the first to sms, I don't want after i sms you have no reply,
then i just wait wait wait there, I hate that feeling.

And i drove my sis and bro to Mines this afternoon,
Bro gonna buy some stuff :)

Had our breakfast at KFC, JomJimat, really jimat :)
Finally, while i'm queuing, he texted me already :)
Sooo happy that he didn't wait until very late only find me,
uhmmm, at least noon is not that late.haha =.=

Then he is still busy with his thing i think,
few message then he said ttyl d.

The word i hate the most 'TTYL', who invented it?!?!
Damn. Fine, what can i do, ok tata, enjoyed my shopping after that.
Enjoy the day with my siblings :)

I got a pair of shoes for myself, hehe.
Happy because it is so so so worth :)

My bro also got himself two pants :D
Then my sis called dad see whether she need to go back shop to fetch mum anot.
Haha, dad said no need.
Then we planned for next round :)

But, we all bring less money la, since came mines only :D
Then went back home took money and kept the clothes, went out again.

My sis is driving now then, head to IOI mall.
It is really a long long long time I've never been here.
I can't even recognize any shop in this mall, maybe i'm still too small that time,
but i remember that dad always brought us there :)

And now, its has adds its new wing already,
and full with people now, grrrrr. No carpark, but lastly found it :)

Then shopppppping, i love this feeeeling :)
Get yourself your favourites, hahaha :)

But i didn't buy any, just borrow money to bro,
he boought three shirts there, sales is on everywhere, coooool :)

We also get father a pants and a shirt, and those are sales items also! :D
Very tired after walk a whole day, but felt happy to walk with them, yeaah :)

Left the parking ticket in the car, haha, stupid me, went back to take it :(
They went to get stg to eat since bro is starving that time, hahaha :D

Then finally back home, went out again for dinner.
Dad ask sis drive, haha, we are waiting for the meal for a very long time!
Haiz, really wasting time and i'm hungry ledi :'(
Dad go get us some soup first, ahha.
I counted already, my dad stand up and sit down for almost 8times ledi =.=
He is so active, we are just sticking on the chair while we are waiting for the meal hahaha.


Then finnaly back home, he did text me while i'm eating :)
I thought, he is not busy already.
Haiz, but well, no reply again.

Dear, i'm sick of waiting. i'm sick of 'sorry for always make you waiting'.

Really, idk how long i still can stand these all.
That's why i told u ytd, remember don't ignore your dear,
but you did it again.

I'm not wanting you to text with me all the time! and i never do that.

What i want is just, at least you tell me you gotta bz something before you turn to no reply at all.
Is it so hard? Just tell me before you're not reply anymore.
But you're just always failed to do so, and i'm just keep on checking the phone for dunnnnnnno how many times.
And somemore felt vibrate sometimes but its just illusion. grrrr.

Dear, and please when you are busy, please don't text me.
I don't need it.


When i felt delighted after received your msg, then u pull me down again when you are not reply after one or two message. That's you. =.=








This blog is going to be the place i can give vent to :(
I don't like to saddened my blog, but :(



Hope another nice day for tomolo, since it's still a shopping day.

But idk what will happen after tomorrow.
Maybe turn to crazy when ignoring by you.


Dear, can you don't let me down?

Sad.

Haiz, can't help but just keep on thinking :'(

Please la, bad mood go away.

I really dun wan think de, but it just keep on rolling in my mind :(
I'm feel Sad. Hate this feeeeeling.

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. :(

Damn. Dear i miss you.

Freedom.

Oh yea, we are officially free from exam. :)

But so sad, all friends back home that early,
felt a little bit dissapointed, cant celebrate with them, sigh :(

At least i'm not alone, dear still be with me after exam.
I'm really happy to see him these days, i means after Monday.
Erm, maybe I'm too stressed out, and he is the one who can cheers me up.

That's why I really hope to see him before every exam :)
I'm sorry dear, i have ruined few days.
I'm really sorry, I hope i didn't ruined your mood in exam.
I think i didn't, right?

Btw, exam past, don't think about this word anymore.
Exam

Lecture notes, textbooks, past year papers, exam shoo shoo go away.:D

Uhmmm, today, something happened that make me really down.
I shouldn't having the habits of check your message everytime right?
Previously i won't check on their message, because for me, its just like no manners to check people's private things.
But i don't know since when we're together and get closer, I started to check your message all the times.
Its really don't relate to whether I'm trusting or not with you, what i want to know is to understand more about you.
You rarely tell me about your stuff, sometimes go out also didn't mentioned with me, i know its not a necessity, but at least you should let me know ma right?

Anyway, I do really felt regret already, not because of check on your message today, its because I SHOULDN'T said

Cheh, nothing to see de.

everytime after checked your inbox.

So, what happened today isn't that what i want?
Its sounds really ironic, haha.
I'm really stupid to expect that way, really stupid.

I'm just too confident with you in this matter.
I never thought of the possibility of this kind problem.
I'm just too believe in you.

And that's why I'm that down today.

I really really really very very very hate that feel.


I'm don't understand why you put that name.
I don't understand why a girl who has bf already still can write this way to a not-so-familiar friend.

What i saw thru the message, i think you told her you want take some action with me right?
I'm not really pissed off when you think of do that action with me,
but what really matter is WHY you wanna told her.

After view part of the message, i stopped and quit inbox already.
Im really sad and afraid to see the rest already.

And why you are sms with her all time but i don't know.
It's not one or two times :(
I'm really sad you know.

Guys always like this, I thought you aren't, but you really make me felt dissapointed this time.

But it's hard to blame on you also,
sigh, maybe i'm the one who 'motivated' you to that.

But it's so wrong. Don't you know how i feel when i know. :'(

I dislike the way she talk to you.
I dislike she give you lollipop.
I dislike she got her bf but still find you.
I dislike everything she did.
I dislike that status she post that will make you comment about it.

I know she is a nice girl, it's just i can't accept.
If she is your secondary school friend, or best friends which has knew for long, i'm still can accept.

But...

Dear, i'm really not confidence with our relationship now.
I have been betrayed during last time, you won't know how my feeling now.



While stay in the car, I'm still thinking of pull myself out from this relationship.
I know maybe for you, it's nothing, just normal chat.

But i'm really hard to accept this kind of thing happen,
I'm the one who rather suffered short-term pain instead of long-term pain.


Anyway, follow your feeling, I just want you to be real, be true with me :)
And I hope i would never be the one again who are the last one know what has happened.

Please don't conceal anything, please.

Erm, nothing to say already,
enjoy your holidays.

Love.

DimSum2!

Hee, dimsum again?

Having dimsum buffet this afternoon :)
Thanks for kuan's voucher :D

Erm, dear reached my home late =.=
He said 8am, but luckily i havent ready yet :)

But i showed bad face again :'( sorry dear.

Then after ready, bro wanna eat breakfast
I fetch him out, and this is the first time i fetch dear! Haha :D

But he seemed don't like sit in my car :'(
too slow meh, haiz :(
Safety driving la.

Then bro went to play basketball,
dear and me went back home :)

He's not happy :'(
Haiz, both are moody.

Doing some revision for error analysis exercise, haha.
But he seemed not interested, sigh :'(

Then went out around 11am :D
He drove dangerously again, and i'm moody again :(

Why i'm that easily moody these days.
I don't know why, really don't know.

Bumped into steph while we're on the way :D

Reached sunway, and very lucky, found parking there :)

Enjoyed our DimSum there for two hours ++. Haha.
But the DimSum so-so only, not really satisfied :)
Luckily it's free, haha :D

I looking forward sushi buffet, i think it must be better than DimSum.
Haha, must try it next time, my next aim :)
Need to save money again :(

Then after finished our lunch, went to walk walk :D
I love the walk, it's sweet =)

Back home after the walk, don't know what to do at home. :(
Quite moody suddenly, sorry.
I know i've hurted you again.:(

Sorry.
You're not going to text me or find me anymore.
Haiz. Nevermind la.

It's my problem, not your problem.

Maybe we need some time.
For what? Idk.


Focus on my study bah, wake up la LEE SEE WAI!

One weeks left. And SEM2 officially ended.

Oh yea, that day went to Sunway Redbox for K Session!
Haha, have a lot fun there, and dinner at Asian Cafe.
Dear fetched me back that day, quite happy :)

But what makes us sad is, Kuan :(

Please wake up la kuan.
As what dear said, not everythings come to you will be the most perfect one.
Accept reality, Cheer up yourself, Don't pull yourself even more down la.
Everyone does't want to see you become like that leh :(

Don't regret what've you did now.
LOVE isn't everything! Just a part of life.
You still have many other part of life, family, friends, study, happiness :(

Only Ronald occupied your whole mind only =.=

Haiz, dissapointed with you. Seriously.
Hope you "get well" soon. =.=

Shop till shoes drop.

Hahaha, kinda hardworking to post right? :)

Woke up early today morning, my bro has waken me :(
Forced to wake up, and what?
Going to take them out again, by walking to the bus stop.

Even if myself wanna go out also don't need walk, but now.
Well i know the problem, too many people. It's 6, and my dad's car hasn't finish repaired yet.

After bathe, then we all walk to the bus stop :)
Mini bus to the KTM Serdang.Then LRT. Then walk again, to the times square.

Having Malay Style Breakfast. Nasi Lemak.
Today Ben is kinda talkative, haha, not like the day at Midvalley.

Erm, and we walk around the ts, then sg.wang.
Bought my slipper at TS, my leg backside is very pain!
Luckily not hurt that much, but still feel very pain while bathing just now :'(

Meet with erm aunt's sista in sg.wang.
Knew her since last year, nothing changes, still a very 'xi man' lady :)

Lot 10 and Pavillion after this.
Luckily din't walk through the pavillion whole building.

And finally its time to back home.
Hahhaa. Well, went to the wrong place.
Haiz, sorry.

Guide the wrong way, wasted you all time and energy.
Sure tired la, walk a big wasted round.

And back to the place before, asked people, and finally
i remember where is the station already.
How come my memory towards such things so LAME one.

After gone thru 3 type of rails.
Serdang station, and take taxi.
No way to let me go back by bus stop and walk anymore.

Yea, reached home. sweet sweet home.
And waiting my meals at home, not willing to go out ledi.
I'm tired la wei.

Okay, it's time to get back to my management.
Hahha, somebody teach me management just now.
But i don't know what he saying, anyway, i'll try hard :)

Dear made me angry last night.
And i tell you the reason now.

When u called me, i really delighted.
Coz im just can't sleep and rolling on the bed.
I tot you will talk something or just accompany me for a while or what.

But..
Dear, you rather tell me you wanna sleep.

Haiz, a big dissapointment again, that's why i'm so sad.
And after i ended your call, you're still even not sending me any messages.
Damn, good dear.

I'm rather you are not calling me next time.

Grrr.

See me so nice, didn't mad at you this morning jor.

But it doesn't mean i'd forgive you about that matter. Heng. Be careful.

DimSum!

Hey another post again in January.

Haha its just not like me since i'm kinda lazy to post twice in a month :D

Mid of January, Is it too fast?
The time past fast, but i digest it in a slow way, sigh :(

Haha, Monday soon, 5monthsaries :)
Love to be with him. Seriously.

I always think that he's the best one,
but haih why i still need to act in that way sometimes.

Can't i just control myself do such things that may make u feel dad :'(

I'm not intentionally one, you must understand.
I'm maybe, just too, care about you.
Maybe, even a little small matter, it may become serious when it comes to me :(

Dear, no matter what, i will never leave.
I will never let you go. Haha.
Because i can't find another one as stuxxx as you lol.




And we all skip the MassCom class today :)

Skipped for DimSum, have a nice chat with them.
Funny and 18++ :)

Chin is really hyperactive and funny lo, can't wait for her performance!
Sure comes out with a kind of comedy show, wahhahaha :)
Anyway, good luck yea :)

But dear din talk much while eating, dunno what he thinking that times:(

And we skipped Marketing tuto classs too, dear fetch me back home :)
Bar list released has indicated that attendance no longer important, haha.
Nola, its just too tired.
Dear stayed at my home for awhile, then back at 4something :)
Sure miss him very much, coz can't see him for next two days.
Haha, started missed assignment day, can meet him with a reasonable excuse :D

Walk for very long way the day before :(
You can't imagine how pain that my leg has suffered, no Second time!
I'd promise myself, no more stuxxx kindness.

Erm, have good chat with leechen the day before :)
Get to know more about her, missed her la :(
Very long time din't meet each other d :)
Excited that get to know something NEW :)
Haha, hope happiness will comes to you VERY SOON!
Don't worry. Be patience.

And 383 in exam mode now, l u c k will be rounding you :)
Hehe, fast fast get rid of exam, enjoy holidays asap :)


Erm, and i worried one, kuan.
Please get back to the real you.
Really don't wanna see this not-real kuan.
It's not you.
I like the real you.
Maybe you already forget the happy moment we all have gone through.
TA6. We 8girls? We 5girls? We 3girls? :)
But if can, try to just think some pieces of moments.

He's not everything.
He's not your god.
He can't control you and influence your life.

Please when there is there is the time to let it go, just put it down.
Go further, just let you feel even hurt.
No one would like to see you in this mode la.

Kuan, wake up if you can.
Haih, i shouldn't give too much comments in front you,
since i don't know that much.

But what i really hope,
its just i hope, you are truly really happy.
Thats all.

Final soon, good luck to you.
Can't help you much like last sem,
just hope that you can do your best. Really :)


And today have my Crabby dinner with family and uncle family :)
Very nice la, haiz, just sigh that can't afford too much. haha.

Anyway, i think they gonna leave soon.
Hope they really enjoy Kl trip :)


Tomolo and Sunday, ON my management.

Again, No fb. No Msn. No Music. No blogtracking. No entertainment. No shopping. No Jumping.
Hahaha.

Dear, miss you.

Its almost 2. Wanna sleep lo, taaadaa. :)

And what've i did today? (Sleep, study(5mins), eat, jump, chat, jump, chat, blog, sleep)

Hahahahha.

Its 2010.

Haha. Thats a randomly post here.

Actually nothing to talk
It maybe just too boring
or its a time for a random post. Hee.

So far, its week 13 for next week.
Times past fast
just like there is only 12 hours in a day

From orientation post
and here comes the end-of-Sem2 post

Everything seems moving in the fast-forward mode.

But we all know there is no backward, appreciate the Sem2-tape storage left.

Overall is still ok,
but no doubt i still prefer Sem1 life.

laughing everyday like no reason.
Ta6 gangs, miss you guys.
Although we still together sometimes
but the feelings just not that right.

Maybe something changes.

Please,
don't live at the past.
Maybe i'm just too missing those times.

It's ok for changes.

Sem3 soon, come one
still need some changes.


Sorry dear, hurted you for uncountable times.
Sometimes even for no reason.

I admit that i'm not a perfect girlfriend.
I'm not caring, not considerate of you,
ignore your feeling sometimes,

sorry dear.

I promise
i'll do more better.

In everything you might want me to be.

I will show more caring by true heart.
I will consider how you feel before act.
I will try not to zat you that much.
I will spend less.
I will love you more day by day.
I will less angry with you, as less as i can.
I will show more happy face, but not the black black face you don't like.
I will hold you hands more, hug you more, kiss you more, be with you more.
I will try to wait you whenever you are busy keeping your things, socialize with others, whenever you are turtling.

I will try to be the perfect froggie.

No one else ever has the chances of this froggie position, right? (except me)

Heeee.

Dear, i know we do have future.
And i know we don't have the ending line.

This marathon never end one,
don't try to stop,
but we can slow slow marathoning.

You're the best I'd ever have.
I'm glad you appeared in my life.

Really.
Can't deny that, these days i really love you+++.

Haha. Coz you're so good.

and stuxxx.

Luckily you're stuxxx.

Hehe, 5 months soon.
Woooot so fast.

Happy to uhu with you.
Must still uhu together next sem ya.


Dear, what i really hope is.

Dont change your goodness and stupidness is ok to me already.

Recently you are starting to get back the hot tempered one already,
i'm really scare. Hope you're not.

We still have a very long way to go.

Merry froginesss :)

Good luck to you and i in our coursework marks, final exam, love journey. :D

i veor you. dear.





Veor,
tangie froggie.